april

1st of april. will today be a joke or just be a mundane Tuesday? I wonder. probably if u were still around u would've made my day so much by pulling all sorts of lame pranks and I really feel happy everytime we talk be it through text or face to face cos I still smile so widely.

but now my days are so dull, there's nothing special for me to look forward to.

I still cant figure out if was it the right choice. somehow I think ending early was the right decision cos it's easier to throw the feelings away.. but at the same time it sucks cos everytime my phone lights up, I wish it was ur name who appeared on my screen. but it hasn't happened ever since that fateful day.. sometimes I wish u had a stronger stand.

thankful that im still able to keep the ipod for now cos its basically the most precise thing that links us tgt. the songs creates a persepective of u in the back of my head, and somehow it still makes me feel like I haven't lost this friendship yet. I'm thankful.

math FA tmr and I'm still pretty unsure on the different concepts or applications.... so screwed.

good night