I stop loving, because it spares me another heartache.
letting go may not seem like it will inflict the least amount of hurt, but at least I dont have to feel the negative vibes every single day... it's draining me.
I dont mind giving up on the rs, it has already reached a point of no return. every step I take will only be covered by more and more lies; pointless.
but how could I give up on my family?
sucks when all I can do is nothing but watch the walls between us go higher and stonger. its been on my mind ever since and I was hoping I could do something to make a change. but all effort seems futile. sometimes I ask myself did I even try.
I feel so useless.
so hard to let go off something that I grew so close to, not literally but emotionally and mentally. breaks me down every single time. if only I was stronger and had the ability to deal with these setbacks.
by the time I started cherishing, it was too late
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