Monday, 10 March 2014

3 more days

I totally cannot wait for oac to arrive!! even though it is gonna be a short 3d2n camp but after the camp there'll be a one week break whoop whoop

gonna cherish the time spent at desaru with my og mates especially bcos after this camp, I need to embark on the real journey. doubt I'll be able to properly enjoy my holidays cos I have to revise.... FAs are coming in due time and I swear if I dont work extra hard I'm pretty much gonna flunk it.
may the odds be ever in my favor

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hate you so much. i put in my 101% and i only wish for a 100% back. i dont need you to put in the extra effort. but it sucks, really. there's no way i can forget or even forgive, its too much for me. those scars you inflicted on me, I will never forget. but it's just fine, I'll blame my luck.

till now, i still dont understand why. glad that it isnt important anymore. me being the fool, to hold on despite that and cause myself so much heartache and misery. everyday was like a living hell; for almost 2 months.
18 months.
spent 18 damn months on such a jerk and not even realising.
what a joke I am.
oh and, I hope one day you choke on your lies.

do I sound bipolar already?

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